Messed Up Tab par Kai Hargis

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Some days
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I feel like I’m drowning
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But that’s okay because I like the way it hurts
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Some days
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I tell people I’ll be leaving them soon
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But I’m a wimp so you can assume it’s just another
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One of my thoughts
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Sometimes I feel like overdosing
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But sometimes the feelings go away
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Sometimes they stay for a while
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In reality, I never feel okay..

Cmaj7
Even if I seem to be fine
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I’ll never ever be fine, inside
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I’ll never ever tell you all the truth
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Because that’s me
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And I’ll always lie to you

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Because I’m messed up
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All the thoughts inside my head
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Oh they’re messed up
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They affect me instead of you
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I try to be fine
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But all my thoughts tell me no
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They mess me up inside
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But I’ll try
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I’ll try.

G C Am G

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Sometimes I end up trying to hard
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And I break myself in half
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Or I fall apart instead
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Of helping myself
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I know it’s bad but I break myself apart on the daily
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I can’t help but tear my heart in half

Cmaj7 
Even if I seem to be fine
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I’ll never ever be fine, inside
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I’ll never ever tell you all the truth
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Because that’s me
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And I’ll always lie to you

             Cmaj7
Because I’m messed up
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All the thoughts inside my head
             Cmaj7
Oh they’re messed up
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They affect me instead-of you
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I try to be fine
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But all my thoughts tell me no
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They mess me up inside
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But I’ll try
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I’ll try.

G C Am G

Cmaj7                                        G
I know it seems like I need help with this shit
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But nothing I do ever seems to fix it
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I know, I know, I know, I know, I know..
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It’s kinda hard but I’m messed up in the head
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Ooooh, I’m unfixable.