I Needed You, Dad. Tab uke di HG

[Verse 1]
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I used to count the days until the weekend,
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Waiting for the time I'd see you again.
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I'd pack my things and leave home for a while,
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Thinking maybe this time I'd see you smile.
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But lately I don't wanna come around,
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'Cause every time I see you, you're not really there.
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You're sitting right in front of me,
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But the bottle takes the place where you should be.
[Pre-Chorus]
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And I don't know if I should stay or go,
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'Cause I love you, but you hurt me more than you know.
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So I started keeping my distance instead,
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Just to protect what's left inside my head.
[Chorus]
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You're still my Dad, and I still love you,
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But loving you is harder than it used to.
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I needed your hand, I needed your time,
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But promises don't mean much when they fade away.
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I wasn't asking you to be perfect, Dad,
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I just needed the father I thought I had.
[Verse 2]
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I wish you'd called me sometime during the week,
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Just to ask how I was, just to hear me speak.
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I wish you'd said, "Come on, I'll pick you up,"
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"Let's get out of here, we'll spend some time."
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Not just another weekend, then goodbye,
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Not another "I'll call you" that passes by.
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I wanted more than just a place to go,
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I wanted you to make me feel I mattered most.
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And when you and Mom couldn't make it work,
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I watched the pieces fall and tried to stay strong.
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I never really knew what I should feel,
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So I kept it all inside until it started hurting.
[Pre-Chorus]
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I got angry at the things I couldn't say,
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At every promise that you threw away.
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And maybe I should've talked to you back then,
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Instead I carried it alone again and again.
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Now I'm learning how to let it out,
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Learning what all this pain was about.
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And part of me still feels like it's my fault,
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Like maybe I should've been there when you couldn't stop.
[Chorus]
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You're still my Dad, and I still love you,
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But loving you is harder than it used to.
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I needed your hand, I needed your time,
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I needed to know that you'd stand by mine.
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You say you're proud, and maybe you are,
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But I needed to feel it, not just hear the words.
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I wasn't asking you to be perfect, Dad,
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I just needed you to really be there.
[Bridge]
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I remember fishing, sitting next to you,
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For a little while, it felt like we were good.
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Those are the moments that I wish I could keep,
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The little pieces of you I still have with me.
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And I know you're not just all the things you've done,
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I know there was a time when you were just my Dad.
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That's why it's so hard to walk away,
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'Cause part of me still hopes you'll change someday.
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I don't want to hate you, I never did,
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I just wish you'd seen me when I was a kid.
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I needed someone to tell me, "I'm right here."
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Someone who wouldn't disappear.
[Final Chorus]
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You're still my Dad, and I still love you,
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Even though there's things I can't undo.
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I can keep my distance and still care,
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I can miss you even when you're not there.
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Maybe someday you'll understand,
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Why I had to let go of your hand.
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It wasn't hate, I was just trying to survive,
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Trying to keep a little peace inside.
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You're still my Dad, and that's why it hurts,
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'Cause I needed you when everything got worse.
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And if you ever ask what I needed back then—
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I didn't need a perfect man.
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I just needed you...
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I just needed you...
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To be there...
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Dad.
[Outro]
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Maybe I still hope you will.
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Maybe that's why I can't let go.
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You're still my Dad.
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And I'll always love you.
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Even from a distance.