Friendleader Tabulatur von Phemiec

Bb    Dm

Bb                             Dm
There will be no soft sounds this time
Bb                         C
no arms, not mine at least
Bb                        Dm
should’ve expect this, I guess,
  Bb                        C
no “shh” can sooth your beast
   Bb                        Dm              
and it was my problem once,
          Bb                   C
that violence inside your eyes
Bb                                 Dm
bright red and high with death and pie,
      Bb                   C
and rage that never dies

   Bb                   Dm                            Bb              Dm
and I used to blame myself, then I blamed everybody else, but never you
Gm                  F
cause you were just a messed up kid,
Gm                F
who’d step in it, get scared and sit,
Gm                F                               Gm                F
and pray for goats and gods who would know what to forbid
     Bb                             Dm             Bb                       Dm
and when you would reach out, well I’d run my big mean mouth and make it worse
Gm                                      F
And maybe I deserve that hurt,
               Gm                  F
destruction of my universe,
     Gm            F                      Gm              
so if you’ve gotta beat somebody up don’t make it her.
    Bb            Dm                            Bb            Dm
I’m sorry, I messed up, I’m not a leader anymore.
    Bb            Dm                            Bb            Dm
I’m sorry, I messed up, I’m not a leader.
       Bb            Dm
Not a leader.
       Bb      Dm
Not a leader, friend.

Bb  Dm

Bb                                  Dm                   Bb                                 Dm
No more attempts to make you see, I tried, he succeeded, oh well
    Bb                             Dm                          Bb                               Dm
but what I can say to a girl who’d play with a noose of excuses until
    Bb                             Dm                                   Bb                                      Dm
her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke, and crack goes the rope pulled true
        Bb                                      Dm                        Bb                                   Dm
I know enough about doubt, and hating myself, to tell that you now know it too

    Bb                             Dm                          Bb                  Dm
and I used to blame myself, then I blamed everybody else, including you
Gm                    F  
but you were perfect as you were
Gm                  F
all angled out, a blinding blur
Gm                  F                     Gm                    F
so bright and beautiful, and clever, yeah for sure
     Bb                             Dm                   Bb                       Dm
But when you would reach out, well I’d run my big mean mouth and make a mess
Gm                  F                          Gm
And now it’s my turn to confess
                 F                      Gm
I wasn’t there, I didn’t guess
                     F                       Gm                          F
that you were slipping, ‘till you tripped right off the edge

     Gm            F                      Gm              
so if you’ve gotta beat somebody up don’t make it her.

    Bb            Dm                            Bb            Dm
I’m sorry, I messed up, I’m not a leader anymore.
    Bb            Dm                            Bb            Dm
I’m sorry, I messed up, I’m not a leader.
       Bb            Dm
Not a leader.
       Bb      Dm
Not a leader…. (no more, I’m not a leader any more, no more!)

Bb                             Dm
    Said a thousands words but they never helped
Gm                   F
     I hid my scars from you out of sh Dme
Bb                           Dm
     Took up the cause, Yeah I took the helm
Gm                            F
     But I’m not the only one who’s changed
Bb                         Dm
     I knew you first, I knew you best
Gm                        F
     I wish I’d stopped it way back then
Bb                                        Dm
     when things were bad,       but they still made sense
Gm                             F
     when we were kids, when we were friends.

Bb      Dm           Gm          F         Bb      Dm           Gm          F        
              Friendleaders                               Friendleaders…

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(another one by @maids-space on tumblr! ^^)