Complex Ptsd Tabulatur von Tanii

CHORUS
C                                      G
Memories don't go the stay
C                                              F
and every day they come to play.
C                                   G
Memories don't leave I grieve
F                                                    C
and everywhere they follow me


C--                             
I remember every summer
G--
of my childhood what a bummer
F--
every tear that i done dry
Dm--
when i saw my momma cry
C 
all the pain that i done felt 
G
I just can't remove myself
F
from the memories they taunting me
Dm
 i feel step-daddy touching me
C
why nobody listening?
G
my face is only glistening 
F
from all the tears that I've done cry 
Am                                             F
stop saying please leave it behind
Dm           F          Dm
Trust me I try 

Chorus
C                                      G
Memories don't go the stay
C                                              F
and every day they come to play.
C                                   G
Memories don't leave I grieve
F                                                    C
and everywhere they follow me

C--
I remember my first summer 
G--
and her cocaine addict spouse
F-- 
I remember when her new boyfriend 
Dm--
kicked me out the house
C
but what i remember most 
G
and what takes my nights away 
F
is every fucking single time
Dm
you put your hands on me
C
and the way you made me feel
G
that just makes me wanna kill
F
any stupid motherfucker
Dm 
that would cross me is done deal
C
i swear it drives me insane
G
 i feel it here in my brain 
F
every time i try to shut it off
Dm
it comes right back again 
C
and i just dissociate
G
try to give me opiate
F
tell them momma that I've been good
Dm
that I'm doing ok
C
that you never see me cry 
G
that i sleep real good at night 
F
that my anger is not a problem
Dm
that i never ever fight
C
I swear I just can't deal 
G
mom this how you make me feel
AM
why i gotta beg for love
Dm                                                G
I'm your daughter help me heel
F
was diagnosed 
Dm
a year ago

Chorus
C                                      G
Memories don't go the stay
C                                              F
and every day they come to play.
C                                   G
Memories don't leave I grieve
F                                                    C
and everywhere they follow me