It's Ok, I Wouldn't Remember Me Either Tabulatur von Crywank

Am
I don't want to be awake again
F
I spend my days with my head in my hands
C                          G
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
Am
I am mostly scared by passing time
F
The world, it seems, gets more unkind
C                                 G
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
Am F    C     G
Oooh... Ooooh...
Am          
I am looking for an easy place
F
To mask my thoughts behind my face
C                         G
Oh, brown-baked column of victory
Am                              F
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
C                                      G
Let you forget that you were once my friend
Am                                     F
Then watch another go on and do better without me
Am F    C     G
Oooh... Ooooh...
Am
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
F
I can hide from friends but I cannot hide from you
C
These chemical reactions are dividing me
G
Self-deprecating thoughts interrupting all the time,
Am
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
F                      G
They speak louder than everybody
Am
Try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
F
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
C
I hate the way that I think and act
G
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
Am
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
F                               Cmaj7
And so for today, I'll remain intact
Am F    C     G
Oooh... Ooooh...
Am
I don't want to be awake again
F
I spend my days with my head in my hands
C                G
If I go outside, I'll fall apart